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Everything Looks Perfect From Far Away

Some Memories Aren't Worth Having

just another one
spike
mrentity
magenta bled to crimson on the mountain walls as the life giver dipped below the horizon, submitting to the infinite abyss of a dark sky illuminated with the twinkle of whispered dreams: the moon pale, yellow and as crooked as my sharp smile. milky streams weaved in and out of the endless canape like a dance floor for falling souls, the lake mirrored  the rest of the world capturing everything in an hour glass and i am stuck in the funnel of sand giving up all will to find freedom.

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spike
mrentity
I sat on the roof of my two story house; shorts, favorite hoodie, and a conductors cap on, embracing the first day of autumn as the sun touched my skin and the crisp breeze kissed my cheeks. clouds painted in shades of salmon and rose divide itself from the vibrant background of a dreaming sky, cascading in tones of blue freckled with fireflies. above me the moon acted as the second sun; beyond the haze, it taunted me with its silver smile while the street lamps fell in precession, and the morning commutes could be smelled in the air; steam could be seen rolling through the shower windows and droplets of dew collecting on blades of grass. the aroma of many different blends of coffee swaying through the air, down the corner the sizzling sound of bacon with its favorite companion scrambled; strong enough to entice anyone in. to feel this much at peace, it felt like sunshine on my lips. it felt like a place where dreams couldn't exist, because dreams happened with the blink of an eye...

when i have fears
spike
mrentity
When I have fears, as Keats had fears,
Of the moment I'll cease to be
I console myself with vanished years
Remember laughter, remembered tears,
And the peace of the changing sea.

When I feel sad, as Keats felt sad,
That my life is so nearly done
It gives me comfort to dwell upon
Remembered friends who are dead and gone
And the jokes we had and the fun.

How happy they are I cannot know
But happy am I who loved them so.

Noel Coward

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spike
mrentity
The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph

CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach


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My profile name: walmartmagelen

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spike
mrentity
i'm the eldest brother in my adopted family and sometimes it's just hard to keep up as that image. long story short my lil'st brother realizes, but doest realize what he has and it's just frustrating. i would give up anything to have a whole-hearted complete love like they have; yet with him ignorance is a blessing and the working of his demise.

i'm back
jack
mrentity
well it looks like i'm back, but i'm not sure for how long but at least i'm here. so we'll see each other again, hopefully before the world ends.

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escape
mrentity
people would like to know what i've been doing with all my time. well it's simple, time isn't wasted on sleeping as you could say. it's gotten increasingly difficult to sleep; maybe it's because it's a sense of reality that could be broken or the perpetual silence of everyone's speech. though i have found that my sleep pattern is a form of insomia more known as theta sleep; where i would fall asleep real late and wake up a few hours later and wake unrefreshed distorted and dazed. life's gotten a bit more difficult not due to any one thing but a series of events put in place by me or for me.

hi
spike
mrentity
dreams have given me a sense of reality that life could never offer.

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spike
mrentity
i think i'm in love; maybe i'm just hungry.

i think i'm in love, but it hurts so bad. i feel great life is going well and i'm sex machine and i won't work for nobody else but you.

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spike
mrentity
i had this long conclusion in my head why i felt this way, but nothing comes into sense why i would. i swear i'm just as lost and lonely as you but now there's no way for me to fall down because life isn't gonna be able to wait anymore and i know you aren't either. i wrote you this long letter expalining in every detail how i could love you and why i would, but in the end i didn't want to give it to you because i was afraid i'd be hurting you instead of being there for you. it's because certain songs, and certain moment throughout my day that you haunt me. and i guess love can't be so simple for us, or at least for me with the life i've chose; but honestly it's because of you that i needed to do this. to forget that i can't be in love with you. but i still do.

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